You Must Die to be Reborn - Jesus Christ

Ha ha, 2 days in a row!

For no real reason but today's post is a bit spiritual.

Was so pleased to see the girls today with grub and the usual chat, chat with Tivvi.  Saffy is definitely less itchy and tomorrow they will come in for their update photos.  I think Tivs has probably lost some weight feeling under her rug, so maybe time for them to come in in the day and go onto at least the barley rings if not the equijewel (gold bars!).

Just to cheer us up mid winter, here is the summer look,



Gorgeous eh!

So, back to the spiritual aspect.  Watched a Super Soul Sunday episode today with Michael Singer, amazing, one thing he talks about is the choice of being drawn in to an issue or the choice to lean back from that issue and not let it drag you in.  I followed this up with Joel who talked about life being to short for the drama and reinforced the Jack Canfield thoughts of situation (10%) + reaction (90%) = outcome.  I know this lesson well and need to keep it in mind.  Likewise, Mort Fertel, increase the distance between stimulus and response.

So, erase and rewind cos I have been wasting my time, ok not quite the lyrics but changing my mind is not quite Right but close I guess.  I cannot control others choices, only my own and when I can't do any more I am going to "Let go and let God" as below.

Oops, OK I am back! Hopefully!

Well Jules, time to get back writing.

So last post was a about a great weekend David and I had, then we had a shit weekend, then the next one was worse.  Had nothing pleasant to say to each other until Sunday December 14th when we met in John Lewis for lunch.  As we were in such a public place we had to remain civil and, I think, for the first time in a long time, from my side, I think David actually listened instead of just being defensive and angry.  This is most likely because I couldn't be hysterical and angry.

Anyway, since then we have taken it a day at a time and managed to strongly disagree on Friday night without coming to blows or storming off - massive step forward.  I am still incredulous at his decision making 💔 but I can either CHOOSE to focus on that or I can CHOOSE to focus on the positive.  Not saying this is easy though but I love him, he is a good man, he made some poor choices, I wish I understood why 👣 nearly!



He does loads right, every day!

So how committed are we?  David has given up the lease on WW as from a week today so we are trying to fit both of us into here.  I have given up my job (that I love, but love less than my husband), truly believe this is the best and possibly only way forward but it is still terrifying, however the 3 month fuck off pay will soften the blow!

On a more light hearted note, 8 minutes to the second half of Walking Dead, season 5!  This will remind me of work, sadly we are not allowed to stab the zombies in the head, shame.  Still all good practice for when they introduce The Purge.

Zombie Apocalypse Ready.

p.s. Have you noticed the clever pic insert?  Getting a little bit the hang of this now 😻 lots of 🐴 updates to come, oh dear

Love you JC, JD, Jules, JuJu, MeJulie who ever you are when you read this back.  Our little own time capsule, eh. Xxx