So last post was a about a great weekend David and I had, then we had a shit weekend, then the next one was worse. Had nothing pleasant to say to each other until Sunday December 14th when we met in John Lewis for lunch. As we were in such a public place we had to remain civil and, I think, for the first time in a long time, from my side, I think David actually listened instead of just being defensive and angry. This is most likely because I couldn't be hysterical and angry.
Anyway, since then we have taken it a day at a time and managed to strongly disagree on Friday night without coming to blows or storming off - massive step forward. I am still incredulous at his decision making 💔 but I can either CHOOSE to focus on that or I can CHOOSE to focus on the positive. Not saying this is easy though but I love him, he is a good man, he made some poor choices, I wish I understood why 👣 nearly!
He does loads right, every day!
So how committed are we? David has given up the lease on WW as from a week today so we are trying to fit both of us into here. I have given up my job (that I love, but love less than my husband), truly believe this is the best and possibly only way forward but it is still terrifying, however the 3 month fuck off pay will soften the blow!
On a more light hearted note, 8 minutes to the second half of Walking Dead, season 5! This will remind me of work, sadly we are not allowed to stab the zombies in the head, shame. Still all good practice for when they introduce The Purge.
Zombie Apocalypse Ready.
p.s. Have you noticed the clever pic insert? Getting a little bit the hang of this now 😻 lots of 🐴 updates to come, oh dear
Love you JC, JD, Jules, JuJu, MeJulie who ever you are when you read this back. Our little own time capsule, eh. Xxx
He does loads right, every day!
So how committed are we? David has given up the lease on WW as from a week today so we are trying to fit both of us into here. I have given up my job (that I love, but love less than my husband), truly believe this is the best and possibly only way forward but it is still terrifying, however the 3 month fuck off pay will soften the blow!
On a more light hearted note, 8 minutes to the second half of Walking Dead, season 5! This will remind me of work, sadly we are not allowed to stab the zombies in the head, shame. Still all good practice for when they introduce The Purge.
Zombie Apocalypse Ready.
p.s. Have you noticed the clever pic insert? Getting a little bit the hang of this now 😻 lots of 🐴 updates to come, oh dear
Love you JC, JD, Jules, JuJu, MeJulie who ever you are when you read this back. Our little own time capsule, eh. Xxx
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